ignorant FOOL -

2009-08-18T00:48:00.001+08:00

Bye blogger.
Hi livejournal.

http://mylivejournal-l.livejournal.com/

2009-08-10T12:12:00.006+08:00

My family is coming back today finally, miss them alot, felt kind of insecured without them.
But lucky Love was with me for the past few days.

Had commskills test last saturday.
I think it was alright.
Then Love and I had lunch at a place which Love used to mistaken it as Yoshinoya. Hee
Went to Queenstown to look for his Liverpool jacket which he managed to get it, though it is not his preferred one /=
Bus down to town and wanted to catch GI Joe at cine, but was selling fast, so decided to watch at hub instead. We also went to ION, pretty pretty and expensive D:
GI Joe is not bad, although I fell asleep in the mid of the movie.
And oh, we also bought Orphan at 1.40 am.
But we ended up didnt watch because Love was tired, and considering Orphan is a horror movie, and we thought no one would be in that theatre.
So we wasted 16$ /=
So after GI Joe we went to Love's house to drink his mummy's barley :D
And we watched Haunting which bored us because we didnt want to turn on the sound. Lol...

So woke up very late, had Mac.
Watched Orphan in the afternoon. I find it quite scary, but the way Love described the movie as bored and stuffs, I started to think the movie was boring and I felt pretty sian almost the entirely day.
Went Marina Barrage to see the fireworks, and thanks to IR we could only see half of it.
Lucky Kaixin :(
Then had dinner at hub and saw laiyeeeeee!
Watched 3D UP and Love said it was boring again.
Headed home and slept.

And here I am, waiting for my family to come home.
Shall go and study.
Till then.

Good Girlfriend I am :D

Very overdued pictures. And POM presentation

2009-08-09T00:28:00.002+08:00

Some time ago...

AGM meeting.

night.

2009-08-07T19:59:00.003+08:00

Me is very sad because me cannot post any pictures.
Me is thinking of changing either to wordpress or livejournal.

Anyway this week was okayyy...
Went for the ambassador AGM yesterday and it happens that the girl me and kaixin first saw during the interview is samantha's friend. And Samantha is my classmate. And Kaixin is my 11years bestie. How cool is that.
Speaking of which, I find it quite scary when my primary school friend knows my working friend. & my primary school friends are in the same class as my friends in my secondary school. Like, I dont know how to say leh..

Anywayyy, went back to zhs to visit the teachers since they're celebrating national day.
Went to Junie's house to borrow jeans cos we're not supposed to enter the school in short shorts.
How ridiculous ;(
So Love and his friend, Junie and I went to school and it was quite a disappointment.
Not many ex-zhs was there. And the teachers were pretty in a rush (i guess) except for mrs ang and ms ng.
I must say that mrs see looks like my econs teacher. Some way or another.
And I think mrs ang is still as cute as ever. Love must be sad because his 'mummy' kept talking to junie and me.
;p
And, I am quite happy to be able to meet and chat a little with Junie.
I promise 1 day I'll go together in our usual clique and play and chat and have fun like how we used to before Os, during that intensive studying. :D

Then went to Love's house and supposed to study.
One our way my foot was hurting from the stupid pumps.
So Love let me wear his humongous shoes while he walked barefooted through the roads, the grass, the hill, the water, (ok i'm exaggerating). But he really walked barefooted with my stupid pumps in his hands.
How sweet is that.
Love ended up sleeping cos he had a headache.
And I tidied up this table. Super messy.
Took me 2 hours plus to clear.

My family is leaving in about 8 hours time to malaysia.
Leaving me alone.
But heehee, I like it! :D
Shall cook curry when they're back. Hope everything goes well!
:D

Shall upload pictures when blogger allows me to!
If not I will threaten to change to wordpress or livejournal!
Teehee :D

2009-08-02T13:51:00.003+08:00

Hi baby =D first time i'm blogging at your blog. hope to shock you when u see this hehe. hope you're having fun trying on different different gowns. Just want you to know that i love you very much muacks =D 15 days more to our 1 YEAR!!!!

>Yeah baby, me love you!
(L)(K)(L)(K)

2009-07-31T22:12:00.003+08:00

After our first presentation in TP.

Finally 1 task down from my hands.
Had my piano exam today which was not very good, gonna break the 'merit-chain' :(
Went to find Love and his friends at his house then had dinner at chomp chomp.
His friend sent me home and the rest of them went to watche movie.
Oh, did I mention that this morning Love came to my house to send me breakfast, supported me and pei me while I was practising and when I felt anxious.
Thank you Love! (K)

I feel so tired after having to redo csa DW over and over again, non-stop discussions of projects and presentations. Having to sleep at 2 or 3 plus and wake up early in the morning.
It seems like it is never ending, because after this end-sem tests are coming.

On a brighter side, Love and I went to LiverpoolvsSg match.
Sg totally got trashed can, I tot Sg will at least score one point.
The match was pretty boring, except for all the close goals part.

And heehee, I feel so happy. I dont know why.
Maybe because tomorrow I am meeting Love again.
Maybe because tomorrow I'm going to restaurant to sample food.
Maybe because Sunday I'm going to try on gowns for my sister's wedding.
Maybe because next saturday my family will be going overseas and I'll be alone after CS test.
Maybe because I'm going to have Love all for myself for the whole of 3 days after CS test.

<3

2009-07-29T21:23:00.001+08:00

Projects Presentations Liverpool Match Presentations Piano exam Exams Exams Exams
I'm tired already.
I just hope the coming exams and projects are over fast.
:'(

I feel so unprepared for my piano exam.
Merit no more.
:(

2009-07-17T23:35:00.009+08:00

Happy 11monivessary <3s

Time flies, but I will be still counting down to our 1 year <3s

Met Love after project and had dinner. Walked around TM and T1.
Baby said he wants to buy drink, but he came back with.. tada!<3s

I THINK my fingers are long, in this picture;D

We played tap tap mania in the bus and train, fun <3sLove bought this Iphone for me.
Fucgging touched and happy can.
Though I already kinda predicted that he will get 1 for me...
But still, I still love it okay?
Its the best gift from someone whom was a stranger to me, and then my boyfriend.
And then my best friend, and then my love.

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Had picnic today at the usual benches as our last apel lesson.
Feels that the school can extend the apel duration, and shorten the durations for other subjects.
Heeheehee...
Anyway, the picnic was so, potato-ish.
Lays chips, Ruffles chips, fries, wedges...
Had fun playing with Mr Kok's camera, and camwhoring and a little bit of chatting.
I want pictures!
;D

2009-07-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

Happy 11 month Bababyyy! (L)

And projects kiss my arse.

2009-07-12T19:44:00.002+08:00

Greetings.
Things were not as good as I thought.
Anyway, this are the over0dued pictures.

Look at the pig behind.

Weekends no more ;(

2009-07-09T20:55:00.002+08:00

Have been very busy with school work and catching ups lately.
I'm going crazy already;(

Anyway today was ridiculously awesome.
On the way to his house, we were planning to scare his family with the pregnancy news, like totally random. And he was acting how his mum bro and dad would reaction. Damn funny I tell you.
In his house, I dropped my nose's shit on baby's face, he almost ate it, damn gross I know. Heehee...

And yayyyeee! Iphone! ;D

2009-07-05T16:23:00.005+08:00

Greetings!

In love's house now.
Whee!
<3s

2009-07-02T20:26:00.004+08:00

My gastric pain is acting up again, those really painful ones after meals ;(

Bought breakfast again to love's house and went to school together.
Sorry I got all moody & insecured again ;(
I hope you will keep your promises that you've promised me okay?
<3s>
playing with omiaaa~

Amirah so sexy.Piece of silver. I want I want I want Gold.

2009-06-29T20:06:00.002+08:00

Me is happy! ;D

Supposed to wake up @ 7.15am, but instead I set the alarm as 7.15pm, so the alarm didnt ring.
Ended up waking up @ 9, washed up and everything, rushed down to buy baby's breakfast as promised.
Cabbed down to his house and reached his house @ about 9.30, unbelievable right!

Anyway, went to school together.
Had break together.
Went to tpy then to amk after school just to find the cheapest iphone O;
Now you, yes you baby, you owe me so much now.
Teeheehee...

Great, I need to catch up with my BA.
I'm off now!
Me is Happy! ;D

2009-06-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

So I wish, hope, pray with my fingers cross that over the next few days, weeks and months, everything will be alright.
I hope you will keep your promise.
And, thank you for being frank with me.

Short and sweet.
This week isnt good.
Monday, MC.
Tuesday, I coughed so badly that I ate 4 fisherman'sfriend. *yucks.
Wednesday, lonely.
Thursday, lonely.
Friday, got chased home by teacher.
Saturday, I'm done with my commskill!

2009-06-22T18:40:00.002+08:00

Dear Love,

I feel like I'm dead, but I know my heart is beating.
I'm sorry I couldn't fill your empty space.
Bye love.

Love, me.

2009-06-21T11:51:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so drowsy after having my medicine :(
My stomach muscles and throat hurt from all the coughing :(
I've no idea how to do csa and econs and is stuck in POM :(
I'm wondering if I should go to school tomorrow :(
My heart is pumping very fast, could it be the medicine? :(
I miss James, but I guess he's still partial drunk from last night's drinking? :(

:( :( :(

2009-06-18T21:18:00.002+08:00

Shall keep it short and sweet(;

16 june.
Interviewed
Watched ghosts of girlfriends past with baby, kaixin & alvin
Baby's class chalet
Played cards, drank, got complained for being too noisy
Watched drag me to hell, fucging gross and scary
Then me, baby, marcus & his girlf shared 1 blanket during the movie, everyone was looking at us, damn paiseh
Back to chalet and slept

17 june.
HAPPY 10MONIVERSSARY BABY! <3<3<3
Had fever ;(
Breakfast, panadol, cycled, slept, BBQ, birthday cake, crazy cards games, drank, got complained for being noisy, got complained for being too noisy, then lesson learnt, ghost talks, then zhonghua talk among me, baby, adeline and benjamin, slept.

18 june.
Booked out, breakfast, prawning! all of us only managed to catch 4 or 5 prawns. Baby's home.
Home sweet home.

Gonna chiong my school work with baby tomorrow.
sweeet!
(L)(K)(L)(K)

2009-06-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

I've never learnt how to code a broken heart.
Because I thought I dont have to know how to
But now I know (U).

Standing with my heart in my hand, (U), once again.

Love, thank you for everything.

2009-06-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

Ever since I've started to understand how the world works and about relationships among people, my mother always remind me this over and over again. So much that the idea is stucked in my head, almost permanently.
She said: No man in this earth is worthy and trustable, especially husbands, because they are the ones who have the high chances of getting tired of you and ended up betraying you or despise you.

Perhaps, I'm not only being reminded ample of times, I've also seen plenty of times.
So much so that, it is reflecting now in my relationship with him:(
I know clearly some aint my faults, but I know mostly are due to my sensitivity and insecurity.
But it's hard to change because like I've said, that idea is stuck inside my head, almost permanently.

But for you I will try my best to change okay..?
I'm sorry.
Like I've said, I'll change and you too keep your promises okay?
ilu.

2009-06-13T22:08:00.007+08:00

Ice cream makes me happy, not.

Fake smiles.

Even when I was laughing over a chiina fat fuck who's boobs were almost pooping out when she jumped.
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.
.
I stand with my heart in my hand.
I miss you.
)''':
Checked my phone ample of times.
No, nothing from you.
But I'm sure you're enjoying yourself out there, so I'm happy. i guess so

I need you.

Goodbye.

2009-06-10T20:44:00.001+08:00

Happy family<3

Then collected my dress in hub.
Pretty! ;D

2009-06-09T23:59:00.005+08:00

Its 11.59pm, just in time to blog about today;D

Baby totally made my day with his simple yet sweet surprises.
And I prolly made his too;D
I surprised baby in front of his gate when he just woke up when he was feeling unwell.
He surprised me by hopping onto the same bus without me knowing.
He surprised me by jumping into the life when the door was closing without me noticing.

A night with no lights D;
Why why why spoil at this timing.
But never mind, I've got him with me;D

Pulau ubin.

2009-06-06T21:46:00.007+08:00

The past 48 hours were totally awesome.

Went to shop with baby yesterday @ bugis.
Bought whatever we wanted, but I think we spent more on eating, heehee.
Had empire state at the new shopping mall beside bugis street.
They have superb nice burgers! Hee.. JJ!
And we took our first neoprints ever! Prettyxzxzxzxz! <3s
Watched NATM2, I think NATM is better.
Then went to chompchomp and liquidkitchen with baby's friends.
They have nice mixture of liqour there, & baby promised me to bring me there again some day.
;D

Went pulau ubin with baby, kaixin and her (soon to be) boyfriend!
Superb fun, though tiring, with all the cycling on rocks and slopes.

Pictures up soon!
Because I left my camera with baby!
ChopChop!

And oh, I had a weird dream, about the polaroid camera.
I want i want i want..~

2009-06-04T21:21:00.004+08:00

BA was another crap, probably for me only /=
And I'm so gonna screw all this mid-sem test, ahhh!
But... There's so many exciting things coming uppp!

I'm gonna shop during great sg sales.
I'm going to pulau ubin with bitch<3.
I'm going for my piano internal test.
I'm going to celebrate my 10month with baby.
I'm going to baby's class chalet, and celebrate our 10month.

And, I want to go out with faizah & laiyee.
I want the polaroid camera.
I want i want i want...

&i cant wait for tomorrow!
Though I cant stay over, I will smile for we'll be able to spend the rest of our life together.
<3

2009-06-03T17:12:00.002+08:00

CSA was crap.

Had a nice nap just now.
Now I feel total energised :D

Baby came to my house and played 12sky and study(?) after CSA test.
I dont know, I was taking my nap.

I've wasted much brain cells on POM, microecons and CSA tests.
Now I feel sleepy again.
And Oh, did I mention hungry?
/=

2009-05-31T20:19:00.005+08:00

I had a very happy time mugging at home.
And I bought the liverpool tickets for baby already.
Aint a surprise anymore...
:(
Hope he likes it...
And yesterday we had a very sinful dinner.
Baby was very hungry and so he ordered a humongous plate of beehoon together with 2 sidedishes.
And he claimed that he ordered so much because he knew I was hungry.
But still, ty & ily!

We found this Kotex balloon underneath his block.

See, he likes it so much la. haha.

Commskill.

Commskill

SuperGirl blows flame.

Geez.

Mug everyone!

2009-05-30T00:33:00.003+08:00

I dont have the motivation to study anymore.

I want to learn new topics, get half-asleep in lectures and tutorials.
Then I dont have to go for the mid sem test which is in about 48 hours' time.

So many distractions.
1 minute I'm studying, and the next 30 minutes I'm blogshopping, bloghopping, facebooking, chatting.

WAKE UPPP!
It's not like you've got enough time to study for all 4 subjects.
Goooo studyyy!

Go Kiss My Arse.

2009-05-28T20:17:00.003+08:00

School has been busy, very.
Then again, I thought I understood BA and econs, but I realised I dont after attempting tutorial questions. Feel so dumb x(

Anyway, went to haji lane many days back with faizah w/o laiyee.
<3

Tomorrow is Friday, I'm going to study with baby.

The day after tomorrow is Saturday, I'm going to study with baby.

And after my piano on Sunday, I'm going to study with baby.

Right.

You! I love you. Herh herh herh.

2009-05-23T12:44:00.002+08:00

James bought this long time ago and only gave it to me this week.
Anyway his friend broke the top left corner of the heart :(:(:(

And, Baby was having trouble with his game.

He looked so... hmmm... cute.

<3s

. & I'm meeting sufaizah(&maybe laiyee) later! ;D

2009-05-22T00:22:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I feel I've lost some important people in my life.
I dont know if it's me or what, the feeling just sucks.

But I'm glad that I have 24 and more awesome people in my life.

19May
James and I went to hub for dinner after school.
After dinner we sat on a bench faceing the foodcourt and he bite my cheeks.
I felt high then pain and I cried.
My eyeliner came off and my eyes was black.
Then James said: There will be a new yoshinoya in hub.
I was vey happy because I love yoshinoya.
So I asked: How you know?
Then he pointed to a yoshinoya-like logo.
I then burst into laughter because that logo belongs to the mini express restaurant in the foodcourt.
Then I made fun of him and all.
Yeah...

I feel so dead...
/=

I like the dress from MyRoom, but I cant find where is it.
More pissed and irritated..

2009-05-17T00:44:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 9TH MONTH BABYYY!

Although you've made me feel high and low and high and low and high every month week day hour minute second,

I still love you! Because @ the end of the day, you're the one who make me high!
(L)(K) (:

And... 16/may/09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAWIRA!

we say: HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAWIRA!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAWIRA!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAWIRA!

i say: I LOVE/MISS MY HAIRRR!

i say: HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAWIRA!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAWIRA!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAWIRA!
i say: I LOVE YOUR EXTENSION! <3>

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PS: its not easy to dig out all the past pictures okay nawira! (:
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And today went to James's house...

lol<3s>

Top pic: I look like that when I play cs.

Bottom pic: I look like that when I play l4d.

2009-05-15T23:50:00.010+08:00

Pretty tired from school work, piano and all.
I cant catch up with BA. I get it now and later I dont. Irritating...
Where have all the amaths work gone to!
To think James and I worked so hard for amaths and now we dont need a single bit.

Long long ago,
2nd week of school,
picnic @ white container, <3s

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14.5.09

A,J: Huang Meng! come take pictures with us!

HM: okok, wait ah...

*stared

HM: isnt this meee?! O.O

so cute, lol

haha

14.5.09, night.

baby 12skying... grrr

musclessss... O.O

meow, RAWR.

LOL

my twin sister lehx.

flowery flowery tougue!

That night was great, thanks baby <3s

Lotas love...

2009-05-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Mummy's Day!

~with lotas love...
<3s

2009-05-10T03:17:00.003+08:00

I dont understand why. I dont understand why. I dont understand why. I dont understand why. I dont understand why. I dont understand why. I dont understand why. I dont understand why.

I want to be happy. I want to be happy. I want to be happy. I want to be happy. I want to be happy. I want to be happy. I want to be happy. I want to be happy. I want to be happy.

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please.

I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you. I beg you.

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2009-05-09T22:35:00.003+08:00

Jiejie's boyf's mum & aunties came over to our house to discuss about their marriage which is this coming october.
Then I was wondering, if baby and I were to get married, I dont know how our families are going to communicate since our families speak different languages.
Funny. ;D

Anyway, wanted to go shopping with baby, but Nawira messaged me and wanted to find kaixin cos kaixin is upset D;
So we decided to surprise her with pink daisiesss!
<3s

While Nawira is applying her eyeliner O.O

Prettyz!

Short tongue, hahaha.

Prettyz!

Kaixin:

Hey you 12years bitch! Cheer up yeah? I believe nothing can stand in your way because for the last 12 years, you've been dealing problems with your most bubbly,cheerful way. Oh, Did I mention a little tiny winy bit of bitchy-ness? I know this little tiny problem of yours is nothing.

Just be yourself and everything will be alright okay? Jiayou girl!

Nawira and me will always be there for you!

<3>

2009-05-07T23:26:00.005+08:00

Week 3 is coming to an end, how fast time flies man.
School has been pretty good.
Pretty slack and fun.

But piano is dragging my mood.
Test is coming, hawl hawl...
Before James's db, was at the amphi. ;D
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Then some days ago James got his new lappy.
So we start to webcam.

Shit.

I've lost.
But IsLY (:
my baby.

Had 4 hours of long break today D;

We were watching soccer, che-bar

Amirah was watching the match, 1-1 aww.

So did this 2.

Then we went to another tv and watched stupid shows.

Made me feel very slacky and I didnt feel like going to lecture.

But, being a nice and good student, I went(:

And sorry sorry sorry to my bestestest 12yrs girlf.

Sorry for psing you on Wednesday.

I will make up I promise!

Love you girl!

<3s

2009-05-06T23:46:00.001+08:00

Life becomes a bit of a roller coaster ride. For the majority of the time you are content and comfortable...until something comes along to mess it all up. Initially, you meet these difficulties and trials with a lot of negative emotion, but eventually learn (or convince yourself) that life isnt always fair, "stuff happens" and you need to move on. Once you learn this, you resume a life of contentment. There are, however, many joyous occasions for celebration in your life. You have a few close friends you rely on for support. Stay close with them-they will need you, you will need them, and you will have may fun time together in the future. You might not have everything you want in life, but, at the end of the day, life was a "human' experience and pretty ok.

2009-05-01T18:44:00.002+08:00

Nothing much this week.
Just school and school and school and a little shopping.

Went to had pizza using my birthday voucher on monday.

On our way home from school.

M&M.

Bye.

2009-04-25T19:26:00.002+08:00

I MISS JAMES ONG JUN XIONG.
:/

2009-04-23T22:44:00.001+08:00

1B05.

Anyway...
Nothing much today also.
I just hope weekends will come faster.
Faster... faster faster...

Sorry baby...
:'(

2009-04-23T11:17:00.002+08:00

First week of school is okay...
As my orientation class and the actual class i'm in now is different, I didnt get to know anyone during lecture on the first day of school which sucks.
Only get to know people from my class yesterday during tutorial.
Nice people.

Nothing much to blog about though.
School is not as exciting and fun as back in zhs anymore.
And I thought it's already bad enough to have only lectures in the first week.
It would be even worse when both tutorials and lectures start.
Never mind..
I shall try to love school.
D;

2009-04-17T22:58:00.008+08:00

Gonna bombard you with random things.
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Estilo Pop 2 Outing!
15.04.09
Had lunch @ S11 then off to ECP!
Si Liang was late, so we were asking him to 'qing chi fan'
So he literally treated us satay rice and white rice -.-
Reached ECP and they bought a cake for me for my belated birthday.
Thanks guys.
Then cycled to bedok jetty.

We were enjoying the breeze while...

the others were trying very hard to get the kite flying.

Haha.

My first time holding a flying kite!

I took this.

Nice right! ;D

Xue Qiong running to get the kite flying.

Chomp chomp!

Siew woon eat eat eat.

lolx

My Birthday! 14.04.09

Baby bought a cake for me.

HAPPY 8 MONIVERSSARY!

<3s

So didnt go to TP orientation cos it's... really boring.

So practically we just eat play shop play eat and eat.

Anyway, went to eat ichiban sushi @ hub, cos him a bombbb.

Then went to marina square

Played shoot shoot shoot, then watched movie, played shoot shoot shoot again, walked around and ate yoshinoya.

Looks so wrong la!

Anyway thr are many funny horny bears in thr, check it out!

O.O

<3s!

ily!

2009-04-16T19:36:00.003+08:00

It will be our 8th moniverssary after midnight.

So... Happy 8th Month baby ;D

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I'm blogging now bcos I dont think I'll be able to stay up till 12 midnight, I'm really shag right now.
I'm shag not bcos of the fun I had during the TP orientation (apparently there wasnt any fun @ all. NP still rawks, Estilo pop oeiii!)

Anyway, I'm shag bcos I didnt get enough sleep and I woke up @ freaking 6am.
Most girls in TP are pretty and well.. Kind of arrogant I guess.
& it makes me feel so ugly and fat.
:(

I shall blog about the outing with estilo pop yesterday another day.
The thought of me appearing ugly and fat in tp has make me no mood to blog anymore...
/=

2009-04-14T23:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Thanks for all the wishes.

Didnt do much today, very lazy to go out.
So baby came to deliver breakfast, watched watchmen online, had fish&co. then watched fast&furious tgt with his friends.

Cant wait for tmr's estilo pop 2 outing!
<3s

& oh, I love the wallet baby gave me.
Why?
Because I chose it on the spot! hahaha.
<3s

& to kaixin, I'll be waitin for the best to come!
Hahaha! (L)

2009-04-12T00:36:00.008+08:00

10/4 - 11/4
Celebrated my early birthday with James's family and relatives.
Since his dad's birthday is 2 days before mine, we celebrated on a Good Friday night.
Baby tried to surprise me by inviting Kaixin & Nawira to the celebration.
But wasnt really surprised because I've kind of guessed it already.
Thanks million lots anyway ;D

Sushi..

From Sakaeee!

Foodieee

James's relative.

Saw them almost every Sunday in bishan.

Thanks a million you awesome people! <3

James's daddy.

Then my turn..

I was shy laaa.

17!

(; <3s

James's family

AHHH~

My second boyf :$My awesome people <3

Satayyyyy!

Went ice^3 after midnight and then haomeng came to join us.

ily (;

2009-04-09T20:00:00.001+08:00

I cant wait for tomorrow
<3s

2009-04-07T19:55:00.003+08:00

I'm happy!

Alright, woke up @ 7am for np orientation camp.
Took 74 and alighted a few stops after boarding due to jam and all.
Could not hire any cab, so I rushed my dad to fetch me to np.
Fortunately for me it didnt jam when I was on the way flying to np.
Managed to reach there @ about 9.07am.
Powerfuuullll!

Orientation was bored...
Partly because my group is quite boring, and also I couldn't get myself up and become enthu.
Super sleepy cos last night didnt catch enough sleep.
Feel very shag now /=

Baby came to fetch me from school :D
And I received a call from TP telling me that there is vacancy for me in TP.
Was so happy that I almost jumped and give baby a koala hug.
But apparently I didnt since we were still in NP campus.
We can text/msn each other mushy things even though we're beside each other.
We can study tgt and draw hearts with my orange pen all over his hands and papers:D

But on the other hand, baby told me my course in NP is so much better than TP.
And I think TP dosent offer foreign language also, so uh... ya.
Furthermore I think I'm starting to like NP.
But never mind, I've already made up my mind.

Bye bye NP hello TP!
:D

2009-04-06T19:49:00.002+08:00

Went to Novena with baby especially to buy my yellow polo tee for the next 3days camp in NP.
The thought of going to the orientation camp just make me sick.
Say I'm not sociable or whatever, I just hate orientation camp.
Especially those camps that make us bond with people in other courses.
I mean, what's the use seriously?
At the end of the day we'll still go our seperate ways.
Ewk.
I shall go anti-social tomorrow.

Bye all.

2009-04-04T23:18:00.003+08:00

Life has been great lately.
Although sometimes I still feel sad/angry over some problems, I'm glad to have James and my awesome people around me to comfort me and make me happy.

Went to clark quay and got a present for hunny's dad.
Then walked around and saw a very pretty wallet!
Hunny then bought it for me <3s!
I swear I'm going to have the best 8th moniverssary with him.
You wait hun!

Then went to meet his friend.
I felt like I've get conned -.-
I think hun felt the same way too.

Great day!
<3.<3

2009-04-04T00:17:00.003+08:00

Went to check out my enrolment status and I am in the french class.
But for some hell reasons I am not in the same class as Nawira.
Damn pissed and angry with NP.
They always dont give me what I want.
x(

Anyway, I'm starting to fear my life in NP.
I'm not really interested in business, and for some hell reasons NP didnt accept James.
Now I'm totally not interested in it anymore.
Plus I'll be learning a total foreign lanuage.
Which I think I wont be able to cope.
And I want to join a cca, it will takes alot of time too.
Furthermore, by then I'll be grade 7 or 8 for piano already, and it is hell not easy.
I think I'm going to screw my next 3 years of my life.

How.
Plus everything end so late @ night, how the hell am I going to meet James?
I want to study together with him, listening to the radio and draw hearts all over his papers and hand with my orange pen, like we used to before Os.
How.

I.am.so.not.happy.

2009-04-03T16:00:00.003+08:00

I'm @ James's house now.
Just finish swimming and guess whattt...
He spotted my first white hair in my 17 years!
:(

2009-04-02T22:32:00.003+08:00

I LOVE KAIXIN & NAWIRA SO MUCH, & JAMES OF COURSE.
THEY ARE AWESOME PEOPLE!
my awesome people! :D

So... I've told everything that had happened in my life to kaixin&nawira. Though I thought some were shameful to bring it out, I still did, and felt so much better. With all the advises, logical reasonings and encouragement from them, I'm better now. Thank you, my loveys.

One time we were on the verge on crying, but I managed to keep the tears to myself. At another time we were talking so loudly and had a great deal of fun. So we had heart to heart talk for about 2 hours. From Nawira's life to death to my family to Kaixin's family to all sort of reasonings about life to Nawira's crush!

People who are usually happy are actually people who need help. And people who seems perfect on the surface aint perfect in the inside. On the surface dosent means studies, looks and so on.. And inside dosent means cruel/wicked heart,dirty brain and more.. This reminds me of the old school time, when I was so happy-go-lucky and carefree in school. But deep down inside I wasn't happy at all. . . Though I'm still facing some problems right now, I'm glad to have the world most awesome people like kaixin and nawira and james by my side. I love them! <3>

And oh, today Nawira had her ear pierced at the upper part of the ear, damn funny. She jumped up when the shop lady use a marker to mark on her ear. Then after the shop lady was done, Nawira sat there for many minutes and dosent know the stut was already inside the hole. She looked so blur, haha..

2009-03-30T23:00:00.003+08:00

Oh my god, I'm so happy because channel 5 is showing America Next Top Model.
For a minute ago I was sian because I thought today is Sunday.

2009-03-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

Had an horribly terrible evening.
My parents quarrelled, a big one.
And my dad did things that he has never ever done to venge his anger.
I thought it was my fault too because I didnt answer him clearly as my mood wasnt good due to the quarrel I had with James earlier on.

I called James and told him what had happened and somehow I shouted at him as I couldn't take my parents' quarrel.
And James is so angry with me now.

At that point of time, My mum ignored me.
My dad left the house.
My could not reach my sister's phone.
James was angry and didnt want to talk to me.
Kaixin went to malaysia so I couldnt reach her.
And for a moment I felt so lonely and gave up calling faizah and laiyee because I was really tired and had a thought of killing myself.

Haix...
I'm glad everything is alright.
But there is still a sense of loneliness inside.
/=

2009-03-29T00:09:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings.
As I'm typing NOW, it is 15 days 23 hours 40 mins to my 17th birthday!
:D

Okay, pay attention to the whole of this post okay?

I want...

1. Daisies, orange daisies. Many many orange daisies:D
2. A soft toy that is my height or slightly taller. Should be easy since I'm such a shorty.
3. A damn chio orange laptop case.
4. Surprise!
5. Surprise!
6. Surprise!

Okay, simple and easy right?
:DDD

And as I'm typing this NOW, its 15 days, 23 hours, 10 mins to my birthday?
Hurry get your butt off the chair and get everything and plan now!
:D

2009-03-26T19:24:00.002+08:00

Didnt have the mood to blog for the past few days.
Was either due to bad mood or just plain lazy.

Things have been going pretty well between James and I and my family too.
I have try to be more secured around James and he too promised me not to neglect me so much. But right now, I'm still jealous when he looks at girls(when he especially turned to look ;-< irritating right!) though I didnt bring it out most of th times /= why can't guys just look at things/people within their eyes' width, and if a pretty-aye passed by just let it pass?
Never mind. I believe one fine day when we're in poly I wont even give a single shit because firstly, I'll be looking at guys too and secondly, I may be to sian to even bother about this.
And about my family and I, my parents have been very loving since the past incidents.
<3s

Went to a skin clinic in tampines with James to get cure for his skin.
Wanted to go there the day before yesterday, but my dearest James didnt feel like going.
So we went yesterday, but they are close in wednesday afternoon.
Like @#@$#!%^, plus it was frigging warm that afternoon /=
And so we went today again, the queue is like bloody long when we reached.
It was 45 mins to the opening of the clinic and we were already the last few in the queue.
So we were thr from 1.15 to 4.50. Zzzz...

I've got nothing to say already...
I think I'm getting tired of blogging...
D;

2009-03-23T21:10:00.001+08:00

Went to NOISE @ Scape a few days ago with Kaixin and Nawira.
Rainbowww.

I'm so not in the mood to blog.

2009-03-20T00:52:00.001+08:00

You are the extreme opposite to an action woman: you are sweet, you love pink and glitter. Everyone who sees you sees a totally and perfect styled little girl - daddy's little girl maybe. Boys are drawn to you automatically. But they have no respect. They play with you. It's hard for you to find a boy who is willing to risk a serious relationship. You have a lot of friends, but most of them are girls just like you. You also have a lot of shallow contacts. Maybe you are very dependent on your parents. You are always so squeaky and happy and lovely when others are near - but that's only a mask. A mask that covers all your sadness, desperation and self-doubt. One day you will make someone very happy, but untill then you have to learn to love yourself and be the person you are supposed to be.

True...

2009-03-19T23:04:00.001+08:00

Waited for him to get his hair done.
He waitied for me to get my laptop stuffs done.
And all this took up the whole afternoon.

Isn't relationship about being patient and waiting for one another?
ilu.<3

2009-03-18T23:38:00.011+08:00

Was with baby for the past 4 days plus = 100 hours = 60 000 minutes = 3 600 000 seconds.
Basically, we just played l4d @ night, went out to serangon garden for supper & watched moives online/rented.
So we've watched Coming Soon, Mall Cop and Tropical Thunder within the few nights.
Went birdy park yesterday.

love hunny!
black swan.
Eek.

Penguin!

& more penguins!

'THE WORLD MOST DANGEROUS CREATURE'

Flammingosss

Hot.

Pretty swan!

I supposed it is a female swan.

I supposed this is a male swan.

And its probably horny because he saw the female swan and thats why open it's wing to attract the female 1.

Hahaha.

Pretty!

<3s

In the paranoil(?) train.

O.O

Then he came to play with me.

Lol.

Loft Bridge.

Then this 2 birdys came flying to me and I could feel the wings flapped on my head.

Anyway this 2 birdys are lovey!

Prettyyy!

Waiting for the train.

Going back to the main entrance.

Then because we were so warm, we went into the pengiuns place.

Cuteee!

I didnt know this is how pengiun sleeps!

Then went to escape with hunny, haoming and his girlf.

Had fun, more photos up soon!

<3s

2009-03-16T15:48:00.002+08:00

I'm now at James's house and tomorrow is our 7th moniverssary.
<3s

I'm waiting for James's friend to come down to download left4dead into my lappy.
Supposed to go Escape theme park, but thanks to the weather we have nowhere to go now.
Ordered kfc like ages ago and it still havent deliver here yet.

I'm hunggrrrrrrrry!

2009-03-14T23:53:00.003+08:00

Went for piano group lesson today.
I'm proud of myself because despite the ultra boring lesson and being surrounded by many lower graded kids(no shuai ge), I've managed to be awake during the lesson and I feel proud because I'm the highest grade among them(because another 2 upper graded students werent here today)
Anyway... nothing much happened today.
Just...

1. Contact lens dropped out on my way home from Sim Lim.
2. Feeling terribly unwell that I slept on the couch with my ears leaning on the hard part of the couch, so its hurting like shit...

Baby's being called up to work @ hub tomorrow.
Will be staying over at his hse for our 7th moniverssary.
Cannot wait.
:D

2009-03-12T22:57:00.007+08:00

So, since I didnt have the mood to blog yesterday, I shall do it nowww.
Met Kaixin and Nawira was late as usual.
Went shopping, happy!

She looks like princess with her super curly hair.

Neoprints!

Ages since I last took!

SEE! I thought of 4e7'o8 thats why this pose!

Haha.

12 Years best best best friend! <3s>

Funny story.

Siao Zharbo

Kaixin was the quiet one.

Because I kept talking during our shopping break.

Hahaha..

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I've never had sunburnt and skin peel until so jialat before.

This were the first few weeks after sunburnt.

After many weeks my whole shoulder was skinless, literally.

And so, supposed to go gym with baby.

But we were lazy, so we just watched scary movie 3 and did abit of my enrolment stuffs.

ilu<3s

2009-03-11T23:38:00.001+08:00

Went out with Kaixin and Nawira.
Tiring.
Pictures soon.

Nothing to say.
Just here to put back the template.
Bye.

2009-03-08T12:00:00.002+08:00

I dont know why I'm so upset.
I've cried so much last night that my eyes are sore now.
Now that its a short break between us, I have thought things through.
And all the advice from many people.
I'm sorry I'm not a good girlf.
Like, I'm always controlling you and all.
Plus my constant insecurity is also making you crazy soon I know.
I'm sorry.

I want to be happy again and end all the suffering for us.

2009-03-07T22:39:00.002+08:00

Fuck. Knn. Cb.
I really dont know how to get rid of this feeling that is inside me now.
I can burst out anytime, like... Really.
I cannot take it anymore.

2009-03-06T00:05:00.003+08:00

Didnt meet up with hunny today.
Helped out at my mum's workplace instead.
My head feels heavy and my left knee hurts I dont know why.
:(

I've got quite a number of things I want to do...
1. Meet up with my loveys before school starts.
2. Get as many clothes as possible.
3. Get that bag and wallet I like, which apparently I'm so broke to do so.
4. To be with hunny everyday before school starts.

When school starts, James and I are not gonna spend as much time together compared to the past few months. :(
Worse of all, our breaks fall on different dates.
Like wtf, I hate np, for...

1. Not accepting me during the DPA
2. Accepting me for the JAE, if not I could get into the same course as James and my dearest Kaixin.

:(
What the hell is wrong with them man...
Grr...

And so, I've officially rejected the i.models since my parents didnt want to pay $480 for the portfolio. They thought they're cheating money.
I feel so sad, because, I like taking studio pictures although I've never taken before.
I mean, its cool right... Like the America Next Top Model.
With the agent giving u costumes n make up n style hair you n get photoshoot by professional photographers n everything.
And its like, how rarely and lucky to get spotted by those people from no where along orchard and say...

'Oh hi, are you interested in being a model?' Or Oh, you look like pan-nick-cious (me and sister supposed that is caucasions), are you mixed?' Or 'Hey, you've got a cute smile.'

I.Am.So.Sad.And.Disappointed.
/=

2009-03-04T21:04:00.006+08:00

Sorry hunny...

Went for i.models interview with sister and her boyf.
Interview went along pretty well just that we got to have our own portfolio which consists of 30 photos and cost $480.
Then they will market us(I think its quite similar to selling us, lol) to clients and if its successful then good, if not then too bad.
Plus it's not a gurantee that the client will want me as their model.

But I'm interested!
Somebody sponsor me $480?
Teeheehee...

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IMI: Both of you are sisters?
sis: Yea.
IMI: How come your sister looks so ang mo?
sis: Dont know leh... My mum said she picked my sister from the rubbish bin.
me: :( !
IMI: Reallly! *surprise
sis: No la... She dosent look like my parents ma.

Then the IMI lady said I'm very shy.
So when I finally opened up to her...
IMI: Thank you! Hope to hear from you soon. You guys can leave.
-.-
And worse of all, before we leave..
IMI: Remember to grow taller okay?
Me: heh and gave that weird smile. Roarr!

2009-03-03T21:41:00.005+08:00

Shit, should have called back the models international and tell them I'm still considering whether to go for the interview instead of not calling back their missed call.

Mom discussed with me about modelling(although it's just for 1, ONE advertisment).
She encourages me to try out modelling(although it's just a small advertisment for... Panasonic goods)
it's a good experience(if i get thru the interview) as long as I dont go naked in front of the camera (she thinks too much, though its true).

Furthermore, I think it would be a waste of time if I go there for interview because I was a fair and cute braced girl (heh,:$) then when the guy spotted James and I.
But now I'm a dark girl with dead skin flying around everywhere I go, and without my braces
So I'd be less likely to get chosen.
:(

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Should I or should I not go?
I mean, if I really get thru interview and help advertise I can earn big bucks.
GEE!
:D

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Hay Dairies tomorrow!
Like FINALLLLLY!
<3s

2009-03-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

Dreamt of hunny receiving Rebekah's messages.
You know the ex-pretty-zh.
):

Didnt go to hay dairies because hunny's not feeling well.
Hope to go there soon...
Watched Outlander instead.

Tp called me and the caller seemed to know nothing about my appeal and kept asking questions about my appeal.
Hope my appeal is successful.
If not it is obvious that God is playing punk with me.

The i.model international called James and me to go for interview.
Not sure if I should go or not.
/;

2009-02-28T19:57:00.002+08:00

Played mahjong @ hunny's place with his bro and neighbour.
Hunny won most of the rounds due to, beginner's luck.

And so... sian.
Piano tomorrow.
zzz...

2009-02-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

I think zhonghua is trying to hunt me down in my dreams.
I dreamt of me going to zhs and saw James and the security guard lying on the sofa.
LOL.
On 2 different sofa.

And anyway, supposed to go hay dairies today.
But my best James Hunny couldnt wake up and we quarrelled abit.
Pretty disappointed because I was doing research on it and trying to find the shortest-travel-distance bus to hay dairies so that hunny wont get landsick.
So to recover all my disappointment and heartache, he promised me to go with me on Monday.
Everyone be my withness okay?

Went to repair my phone.
I'm happy cos my phone system is fasterrr!
Then went to watch Marley and Me.
Touching enough for you guys to watch.
Because even my James hunny almost cried.
Hahaha.

And yes, I think I've forgotten to mention that yesterday I wanted to buy the nail polish.
So I tried them on hunny's finger nails because mine are coloured.
He looks gayyy!
Love him!
<3s

2009-02-26T22:07:00.003+08:00

I had many weird dreams last night.

But I could only recalled one of them, which involves TanWei and a male teacher.

It takes place along the walkway to the front gate whr the shelter is.

TanWei is selling food and drinks along the 'hill' behind the fence-.-

I think there is a party going on and is very crowded.

(I dont know why everyone are partying outside the school gate -.-)

Out of a sudden a male teacher talks to me about many things.

Then I though he is going to rape me -.- because I saw and remembered an article recently on the teacher having sex with her student.

Suddenly the school bell rings and everyone started to gather and sit in front of the food behind the fence.

And it looks like this...

Hahaha...

Had this dream plenty of times, just that the person selling food and drinks is different.

And I remembered after that I become a jc student and went for an excursion with my jc friends.

Hahaha...

Okay.

Went to watch role models today. And its so exposing. James must be very happy after watching. We'll be visiting goat farm tomorrowwww! And to watch Marley and me.

Love him and everyone else!

<3s

2009-02-25T18:50:00.004+08:00

Me and my monkey face.
xzxzxzxz

Met James for lunch at serangoon garden.
Then went to his house to help him get his enrolment stuffs done.
Laughed a lot today.
And there was one incident which dumb hunny made me laughed my ass and everything off.

I’m going to goat farm on Friday!
Yayyyy!
I’m so in love with animals recently that I’m going around Singapore to visit them.
First, will to Pasir Ris to visit those doggies, kittens and abit of the fishes.
Next will be to Lim Chu Kang to visit the goat.
Then will be what I don’t know, anyone suggest?
Sheep? Frogs? ....

And hunny is going to conquer the whole Singapore with me to see see look look those cuties!

Maybe I'll consider buying/renting/borrowing a goat home if I find it cuteeee!

Hahaha...

And oh, I saw a very very very beautiful rainbow just now.

Perhaps it's the first time I see such a nice semi-round and perfect rainbow.

Where are the ends of the rainbow?

2009-02-24T23:42:00.005+08:00

I had another dream last night, not weird but scary.
I dreamt of James stops loving me and tells my 12years bff '#$%&*%^*#$&%^, break then break lor'
Then kaixin tells me about it and I am so angry that I msg James about it, then some things happen which I've forgotten.
Dreams are opposite of reality right?
:(

Anyway, we went to Erricson pet farm @ pasir ris.
Walked a long long long way before we reached there and before it rained.
The dogs and kitten there are so adorable!
One of them was so active that James thought it had Ruibees(?) How do you spell that?
Okay anyway, YA! they are so so so cute!
I want to have a dog of my own, but mom dosent allow.
:(

And, mom was unhappy with me over some things.
And, dad was unhappy regarding my set of lower jaw teeth.
:(:(:(

And my skin is peeling like shit now.
It's so disguesting.
:(

I want hunny faster come home!
you're my sunshine, my only sunshine.
you make me happy, when skies are grey.
you never know how, how much i love you.
please dont take, my sunshine away.
<3s

2009-02-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

Went SPCA to see doggies.
Kind of disappointed because most of the dogs there dosent like me and James.
D:
They bark and bark and bark.

Then went to hub and watched pink panther.
Cute.

Going to pets farm tomorrow.
Yayyy!
Doggies and kitties!
:DDD

2009-02-23T00:45:00.002+08:00

I am sad.
I cant sleep.
I feel neglected.
I am disappointed.
I am terribly scared.
How people teach me how.

2009-02-22T17:23:00.002+08:00

Went piano which was ultra boring.
Like my teacher kept talking about the different composers during the different periods and their beautyyy of it.
Apparently I dont understand any of them.
I was yawning when my teacher turned around but not sure if she sees me yawning through the reflection of the piano.

Anyway, I'm having weird dreams lately.

1. Receieve a message from Mr Poh asking all his graduated students to assemble at 4e7 classroom for more amaths practice.
2.My mum begs me to let her buy a new piano although I insisted that I dont want it.
3. Me driving my parents' car and I was really driving carefully and looking out for the humps and turning very carefully.

Cant wait for meet hunny!
<3

2009-02-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

Went shopping with mummy while hunny went out with his friends.
Feel very funny without him today because, I would spend 6/7 days with him.
Then had crabs and frog porridge and many side dishes with family for dinner since my sister's boyf had won a lottery not long ago.
I'd prefer the 50$ which he had initiated to give me initially.

I miss sufaizah and laiyee badly.
Haven't meet them for a few months(?) and it seems like a decade.
I haven't laugh myself to tears for quite awhile.
Because I've been screwing my life and relationship which always ended up me crying.
I've been a cry baby I know.
Sometimes I told myself to look at things positively and becareful of everything I do and say.
But somehow I feel so stupid because I cant read the mind's of another person and things would get worse.

I want to be happy all the time.
I want to learn to take things lightly.
But it is so difficult.
Is it the people around me or is it just me?
I dont know.

2009-02-19T17:46:00.007+08:00

Happy 6 months buzzy hunny <3

Off to sentosaaa!

We put down our stuffs and went straight to the beach to see sunset.

Fake Unlicensed Guard

Then went to 7 eleven for dinner.

Sunset!

Didnt meant to take his butt.

Wanted to take him drawing th heart.

Hunny!

BAAAAALLOONS

James was sick.

Then we went to climb the mount imbiah to see the ww2 stuffs.

And when we reached the top it was closed.

#$%^%!

Went to see stars stars.

Pervert :(

oops.

bingooo.

Went wild wild wet after that.

My skin is burning hell red now

Then while I was @ th toilet he surprised me with a cake.

Happy 6 months and 1 day!

2009-02-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

It's tomorroooow!

Goodbye for 3 days!
Call/sms my handphone if anyone of you miss me!
Hahaha...
:DDD

2009-02-14T21:31:00.003+08:00

Happy valentines again!
<3s
.
.
.
Bought this bouquet of paper flowers for each other.
And, I was so afraid that people around us will think that we're les.
Hahaha..

Met up with Kaixin and had a nice 1hour plus chat with her @ delifrance.
Yea, I had a very exciting talk with her.
Love you girl!
:D

We were just having fun, since I brought along my camera.

:D
Clever me!

Then met up with james.

Yes, my camera is gooood.

Pretty rose!

He so cutexzxz!

<3!

2009-02-14T01:03:00.004+08:00

Happy Valentines!Love you buzzy hunny!

Funny story. Hahaha..

<3s
And he always look so sleepy.

.
.

And not long ago...

We went to ice cube to have ice cream.
.

We went for job interview which requires hunny hair to not touch the collar.

And so Junie and me decided to pin up his hair and leave this middle tail.

Hahaha. Cute.
.

And I realised how cute hunny was when he was young.

Handsome right!
.

And this poor thing was bitten by other hamsters until blood could be seen and smelled of pee and poo.

So we bathed it and it's hamster smell is gone and have our human smell.

And a day after hunny put it back with th other hamsters, he was bitten by other hamsters and could see his brain popping out from its head.

ZOMFG!

:(((

it was so sweet to me by not biting me when I held her after we bathed her and warmed her with tissues because she was shivering.

:(((
And now hunny has no more hamster

:(((
.

And very long ago, my sister and her boyf bought a camping tent and tried to build it in th living room.

Hahaha.

And guess what!

That was my first time climbing into the tent!

Happy (L)day again!

<3s

2009-02-12T18:08:00.001+08:00

Sorry buzzy hunny.
I've disappointed and saddened you.
I promise I wont do it again. I'm sorry.

Love you buzzy hunny.
<3s

2009-02-12T01:53:00.003+08:00

I am sad and disappointed.
This is the first time I felt my heart sank and shattered.
I know not all are true.
So what now?
Everything suck now.
Sucks to core.
:'( :'( :'(
:'( :'( :'(
:'( :'( :'(
:'( :'( :'(

2009-02-10T00:25:00.004+08:00

Bee's appeal result is out and also very disappointing.

We cannot sit beside each other and send mushy messages through msn during lessons.
:(

2009-02-08T20:21:00.003+08:00

Bee's appeal result is releasing tomorrow.
ZOMG. *cross fingers

I cant wait for tomorrow for I'm getting our superman watches which had cost us a big big bomb as well as meeting kaixin for awhile, yes, awhile.
I want to meet her long long so that I can chat with her about our childhood and reflect about the past 12years and our present and our future and do lots and lots of shopping which is going to make me real broke.

I cannot wait to get my metal retainer.
I cannot wait for valentines.
I cannot wait for the chalet.
I cannot wait to go shopping with Kaixin.
I cannot wait to have another outing with Faizah & Laiyee.
I cannot wait to go out with Wingyan which I had promised her a few weeks ago.

And YAYYY!
I've passed my grade 5 theory.
I was so worried that I wouldn't be able to pass them because it was in the mids of Os and I didnt have the time to study for it and didnt memorised everything.
I answered most of the questions by recalling all the things my teacher said, like rewind everything she said and stop @ the part which is related to the question.
Very lame but it helps!
But somehow it dosent helps in Os, o:

No more theory!
And I'm so looking forward to my pratical exam!
:D

2009-02-07T21:48:00.004+08:00

There are many things coming up (bee's jae appeal, chalet...) and many things to buy which are all going to make me so broke.
Especially today I've spend 100 over dollars unintentionally and am going to spend another 70 plus dollars on monday and probably another 50 or 60 or 70 plus dollars on th chalet.
Howww.
But, they are all worth it(:

Just returned home from my relative reunion dinner, very lag I know.
And my ang bao money is really very very little.
Considering I dosent have a very big family tree and most of my cousins aint married.
Why Why Why..

And, its my 12years BFF's birthday in a few hours time.
Happy 17th birthday you bitch!
Lots of love and kisses and hugs and misses!
Meet up soon okay?
<3s !

2009-02-04T20:38:00.001+08:00

Yayyy!
No more braces!
Like finally after so many years.
Pictures up soon!

I'm excited for th chalet:D:D:D
<3s

2009-02-01T00:02:00.003+08:00

oh.my.god.i.am.so.sad.i.dont.know.why
:<

Sunday, 1.19am
And, I think I'm screwing up my own life,
with all the mixed feelings in me which cannot be described.
The feeling is really terrible that I cannot take it anymore.

Had a nice long chat with my 12years bab and yes, I absorbed many things from her.
So what?
Things get on.

No one can help me, like seriously.
I feel like crying now.
Maybe I'll feel better after crying.

I want to be alone, for now.

2009-01-30T20:03:00.002+08:00

Ngee Ann Poly business course.

Shit.
Bb got into th same course but different school as me.
Later he has a new girlf how.
Never mind, shall get my 12 years best friend to check and spy and stalk on him.
DDD:

2009-01-29T22:05:00.002+08:00

I'm tagged by Junie.
Oh god, I think I'm sick. How!

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Forehead :D

2: How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Energetic :D

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Either bb or my working friends :D

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
A bit. I mean, I've live the 'if I want something now I must get it now if not I'd show you the longest face ever' and the 'everything must go my way if not I'd be angry' attitude for 16 plus years. And my family always give in, how not to become spoiled?

5: Would you ever donate blood?
Probably. I've dreamt of me donating blood to my shenshen when I was in msia.

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes.

7: Do you want someone dead?
Probably.

8:What does your last text message say?
'Oh ya baby wad's our friendster pass ah? Lol' GRRR.

9:What are you thinking of right now?
About tomorrow.

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yeah.

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
00.00

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now ?
Dont know leh.

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeah.

14: Who was the last person to text you?
Bee.

10. PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ
1. Kaixin
2. Sufaizah
3. Laiyee
4. Bee
5. Cia
6. Ying Jie
7. Le Xin
8. Li Yan
9. Zheng Zhi
10. Li Jun

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
I'm proud to say Me (and Hafiz) <3s
Right faizah? Hahaha

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
Need me to say? Male la!
Hahaha. k. female.

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
Les.

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
ME!

19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Who?

20: Is Number 4 single?
no No NO!

21: Say something about Number 2.
Sweet yet sour.

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
Omg no wayyy.

23: Describe Number 9.
Always sleep in class.

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
Never.

25: Do you like Number 8?
Yes! My science buddy leh!

2009-01-28T13:19:00.009+08:00

Hello earthlings!
I'm backkk!

This year's trip to malaysia is pretty okayyy.
I mean, getting surrounded by people of th same dialoge as you but you have no idea what on earth they are talking about is not good.
Furthermore the weather there is burning.
But thank god I've got my book to kill my bordem.

mid-mountain

Me: I want to put timer!

Dad: You put on th table later the wind blow and the camera will fall!

Me: Wont la!

Ran back and the camera fell.

My mom said...

When you're dead, you need to register @ the hell gate(?)

Then, those 2 will take your soul away from your body and to hell(?)

Those baddies will be locked like this.

And the man in grey or blue will read out all the good/bad things you have done.

As an evident, they will prove to you through that mirror.

Then I dont know what...

Those baddies will be drown into a pool of blood.

So scary right!

Kampongg!

My dad's an idiot -.-

Pong pong PONGGG!

Then my jiujiu and shenshen brought us to explore th not-yet-done roads in the forest.

Th loving couple

Global warming.

Once a boy, now a gorilla.

Once a boy, now a... hmmm...

Gorilla's elder brother (seriously they are brothers. haha)

My jiujiu holding onto the long wood so that my dad can grap when my dad got rush away.

Hahaha.

And my dad almost did!

Mum shouted: Pose ur childhood famous pose!

Me: OKIE!! *posed. stupid-.-

At every corner of my eye, I could see mosquitoes and lizards flying and crawling on the ceiling and wall.

At 1 particular night, I spotted a frog beside a sofa. omf.gxzxzxz

Malaysia's stars are bright and many many many.

With stars on <3s

2009-01-23T23:22:00.005+08:00

Hello earthlings.
I'm leaving singapore in 4 hours time.
And will be away for 4/5 goddamn bloody days.
Must miss me lots okay bb?
Remember what you promised me okay? <3sss.
And all the earthlings out there, you too miss me okay?
Hahaha...

Anyway, today is my last day working.
I will definitely miss those cute colleages of mine, and how I always think scooping food and weighing them are fun until I really get to do those work which are really tiring.
Considering I got to stand for long hours which my legs could not tahan initially.

O level xinying + lexin!

I think Lexin is eating her black sesame.

Simin! like I always get confused over simin and o level xinying.

lol

Ada!

Th 2 cute aunties. Hahah.

Sok kim aunty and A level xinying!

And tadaaa! <3s id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5296239223837184626" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_fKSF8CpEGUc/SYAFg25OUnI/AAAAAAAAC8g/N7ybwKFKeyA/s320/DSC00119.JPG" border="0">

♥FAIZAH says (11:28 PM): must get me bubblegum okay!

♥FAIZAH says (11:28 PM): hahaa

♥FAIZAH says (11:28 PM): and ang bao also

♥FAIZAH says (11:28 PM): (:

♥FAIZAH says (11:28 PM):

thank you!

HUIBING says (11:28 PM): haha i try lohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

♥FAIZAH says (11:28 PM): heh heh

HUIBING says (11:28 PM): i scared kena caught leh

HUIBING says (11:28 PM): haha

♥FAIZAH says (11:28 PM): you put inside your hand luggage la

HUIBING says (11:29 PM): but i drive in leh

♥FAIZAH says (11:30 PM): can one!

♥FAIZAH says (11:30 PM): its they check your big bags wht

HUIBING says (11:31 PM): really meh

HUIBING says (11:31 PM): but that guilty look will really show on my face lor! HUIBING says (11:31 PM): haha

♥FAIZAH says (11:33 PM): lol!

♥FAIZAH says (11:33 PM): you cant be a gambler!!

HUIBING says (11:33 PM): hahaha

HUIBING says (11:33 PM): BUTBUTBUT

HUIBING says (11:33 PM): I CAN PLAY CHEAT ON NEOPETS!

HUIBING says (11:33 PM): hahaha!

♥FAIZAH says (11:33 PM): wth!!1

2009-01-21T00:08:00.003+08:00

Quite happening day today.

1. Quarrelled with him over stupid things.
2. A man from imodels wanted me and him to be models as part of their project and noted down our numbers.
3. Work like hell.
4. Got my pay $-$
5. Excited for tomorrowww!

2009-01-20T00:59:00.000+08:00

):

Sorry love

2009-01-19T00:34:00.003+08:00

Life is so boring, but work is getting interesting.
Unfortunately its ending soon.
Good and bad.

Many things happened recently, happy and sad.
But i just dont bother anymore because life still goes on.

Chinese new year is round the corner but i dont feel anything leh.
The recession and all will surely cut down my angbao money.
Thanks to AIA and AIG la.
If not I think my mum will surely buy the bag from charles and keith and the chio wallet (which will surely cost a bomb) that i've admired alot recently one lor lor lor.

And i cant wait to get my pay.
I shall spend $250 to $300 on our chalet & holiday and my shopping spree.
Considering i've receive 150$ from the GPA and 100$ from my mum(she claimed that it was a reward for me for getting a not-so-bad results)

misses and loves (L)!

2009-01-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

Number 444 post.

Fck.
I scalded my finger when I was pouring away th boiling water while trying to keep the noodles inside the pot.
Fck.

2009-01-15T22:32:00.001+08:00

Submitted my choices for poly this evening with him.
Hope to get into the same school and course as him.
So exciting.

Tired /: